Judie Tzuke

Secret Agent...

Secret Agent


The lyrics for the tracks on the album are listed below.




Tonight (5:16)

Who are you? 
Never thought you cared. 
I can do for you, 
Things you never thou9ht 1'd dare to do. 
And dancing round my head I found, 
The hold on myself release. 
I never thought I'd understand, 
Such a feeling of relief. 

I say yes, it's all right, 
I realty want you close to me, 
All the stars are in line tonight, 
And I feel we know that what will be. 
Is all right. 

Where were you? 
When everything went dark. 
In the scheming, 
And messing with my heart. 
I'm thinking 'bout the whole idea, 
And it doesn't seem so bad. 
Its really not so far removed, 
From the sweet dreams I had. 

Repeat chorus x 2. 

Que sera, sera, sera. 
Que sera, sera, sera. 

Repeat Chorus x 2. 



Swallowing (4:29)

I sit here like a Buddha watching you, 
Trying to make some sense of why and 
what you do. Doesn’t your life offer you 
that something real. It seems to me you 
dig up Pain, 
To remind yourself that you feel. 

You look back in the mirror, but you just 
can’t see that certain kind of person that
you want to be. And then I get the 
feeling that you breathe me in and you’re,
swallowing. 

It must be hard for you to be so bare, 
No love to fulfil you hiding deep in there. 
You think you ran attach yourself to 
something cool, and in some way it'll 
make you feel a little less a fool. 

Repeat Chorus. 

I guess you must know, 
I won't let you go on, taking what I am. 
Feeding you, loving you, 
I won’ t take part if in your heart 
you’re swallowing. 

Repeat. 

You’re taking all of me, 
And giving nothing, 
All of me. 
you’re taking all of me. 



Both Alone (3.56)

 
One more drop in the ocean of 
wasted Tears. Oh, you don't understand, it 
is out of your hands. Even if I would leave. 
I'm here for you. 

You don’t have to believe me, but I'm still 
here. You can turn me away, you can beg 
me to stay, But I know either way. 
I'm here for you. 

Isn't it funny how we see so much Pain, 
When we look in each others lives. 

And I don't really know how to cross that 
bridge, to get to the other side. 

It should be so clear, 
But somehow it all goes so wrong. 
And every time we try, 
To run away and hide. 
We end up both alone. 
I'm here for you. 

I can't be who you wanted me to be, but I 
won't bend in the wind, 'cause I know 
where we’ve been and I'm not giving in. 
I'm here for you. 

I'll stand still while you circle and bide my 
time, because I know in the end I'll always 
be your friend. But you won't know ‘till then. 
I'm here for you. 

Isn't it strange that it's been so Long, 
We can't find the right way in. 
You d think by now we’d know every road, 
By now we’d know everything. 

Repeat Chorus x 2. 

'Cause every time we try, 
To run away and hide. 
We end up both alone. 



That’s Where My Heart Used To Be (4:34)

You may think you know me well. 
Taking in all that I can sell you I, 
Change the labels when I choose. 
Like dressing to impress, 
A picture in an attic chest. 
What makes you think that I'd tell you 
The way I feel, the things I do, I'm 
Just another lonely fool 
A candle on a party cake. 

See these eyes sighted and true, 
Feel these arms, they’re holding you. 
And these legs still carry me forward, 
but see this space, 
That’s where my heart used to be. 

I can't give you what you want, 
I could pretend to, but I won't, I'm 
Just a room without a door, 
Nothing inside worth looking for. 

Repeat Chorus. 

Don’t think you’re reaching inside, 
There's nothing left here to hide, 
It’s only rain in my eyes. 

Repeat Chorus. 



The Girl I Want To Be (4:52)

Have you seen her? 
She's one in a million she says. 
She knows me well 
Sometimes better than I do. 
And I Look to her, for a way to learn 
The reason, for it all. 
Sweetness in a hard shell, 
How did she get so cool? 

She sees what I disguise, 
She looks through open eyes. 
She leads me when I'm blind, 
Oh, not me - the girl I want to be. 

Have you been there? 
She Lives in an awesome place. 
With open windows 
She sees everything clear. 
And she's not afraid, to be on her own 
When I'd fall apart. 
Danger doesn't Phase her, 
How did she get to be so brave? 

Repeat Chorus. 

She stands up when I'd run, 
I'm weak when she’d be strong. 
She s still there when I'm gone, 
Oh, not me - the girl I want to be. 

Oh, she’s one in a million. 
She knows me well. 
She’s everything I’m not. 
She knows I'm not.
The girl I want to be. 



Secret Agent (4:16)

I'm going through your pockets again, 
And I feel so insecure. 
Broken promises pile up on my doorstep, 
I never noticed them before. 
How could you lie to me bare faced while 
I cried? Give aft those reasons you’d never 
say good-bye. I'm going through your 
Pockets again. 

I feel tike a secret agent, 
Goldfinger’s got nothing on me. 
It’s the wrong time to live Life as a spy, 
it’s undignified and obscene. 
I never thought I'd stoop so low, 
I never thought I'd feel so ugly. 

I'm breathing in your shirts to see if 
The perfume is my own. 
I'm reading bills from restaurants, 
and I'm listening on the phone. 
If this had been another time, another 
place, I'd win a medal for my bravery and 
grace, I'm breathing in. 

Repeat Chorus. 

I never thought I'd watch you go, 
I never thought I'd want you to leave. 

Repeat Chorus. 



Little Cloud (5:20)

She was just a bit hurt, when she saw you 
Look away. 'Cos you know that she was 
touched, 
When you kissed her on that day. 
God knows tenderness is hard to come by, 
And a fraction of a tear hit the corner of 
her eye. She could blink and it could pass 
her by, she could come out screaming and 
still not know why, It's not so warm in her 
living space, 
And the Lines aren't clear, on her pretty 
face. You laugh, she smiles. 

Little cloud of wonder 
Floats over her ocean. 
She’s trying to catch the surf in her hand, 
She’s going to dive in the water. 
She wants to feel the emotion. 

And she felt so great when she curled up 
in your arms. Keep the world outside she 
was safe from harm. And in that moment 
you were all she’d see, A reflection of a 
man that she wanted you to be. 

Repeat Chorus. 



Dancing On Charcoal (4:15)

I'm dancing on charcoal and burning my 
toes, Like I'm wearing the red shoes, you 
know how it goes. I wish I had faith, I 
wish I had some rest, 'Cos Christmas is 
coming and I'm still depressed. 

My babies I love them but they’re 
bleeding me dry, My mother’s without me, 
she's learnt how to fly. I wish I had space, 
I'd turn myself around, I need you to 
catch me, keep holding me down. 

Sing joy and peace, lots of love to behold 
and they say Jesus saves.
But that's not what I’ve found, 
When I'm flat on the ground. 

Repeat. 

I'm dancing on charcoal. 
(When the tight is on I will find you.) 
Like I'm  wearing the red shoes. 
(I will draw a Line that leads from me to 
you.) I'm walking on eggshells, 
(If the door is shut I will break through.) 
‘Cos I still want to know you. 

Repeat. 



Fuel Injection (4:19)

You think of all the reasons, 
You stay in one place too long. 
Don't ask too many questions, 
About whether or not you belong. 
You might not find the answers, 
You’ve been Looking out for. 
Nothing is that easy I know 'cause, 

I've been here before. 

Take a plane, 
One way out's the right direction. 
Take a train, 
Or a car with fuel injection. 
Make the break, 
Part of me is with you travelling. 
Get up and go. 
Take this step for yourself, 
Best foot forward, don't Look back. 

One more stride for, 
The Little man. 
Once more for the world.

It never has been clearer, 
Than in this frozen moment. 
Now is not the time to sit and think 
about what could go wrong. 
If I can help you move on, 
And take no shit from no-one. 
Whatever happens now you know it's your 
life, It's all your own. 

Repeat Chorus. 

Circle the sun. 



Bully (5:51)

Bully me, with your glasses on. 
You think that I can't see through what's 
going on. You leave me here, to clean up 
your mess. You think you can come back 
here and I won’t guess. 

Who’s going down with you, 
Who's coming on to you. 
Who's using who, well I wish I knew for 
sure. 

Wasn’t I worth a bit more line. 
You seem hell bent on running out on me 
this time. I hope she knows. what a jerk 
you are, 
And what a foot I've been for going on 
down this road so far. 

Repeat Chorus x 2. 

Why don’t you hit me if you don't Love 
me? You can't hurt me anymore. 
Go on without me if you don’t want me, 
But don’t nail me to the floor. 

Repeat. 



Move On (4:38)

I've been in the middle of many games, 
I thought that I could take all you could 
throw. I want to be true, I want to be 
your good friend, But I have to tell you 
this time I don't know. There’s too many 
cards on the table, 
To know which way they’ll fall. 
If I had a crystal ball, I'd throw it at the 
wall. I don’t know what she’ll see, when 
she finds out you’re with me. 

Does she love you or, 
Does she need you? 
Is that enough to, fill that hole inside? 
You just got to let her go through. 
It’s what you must do, 
Let her heart decide. 

You're all in a muddle and I'll try, 
To look at all sides without falling in. 
From here, it all looks very sad, 

And you won't escape without some 
suffering. There's too many guns, 
To know which one will fire. 
If I had a crystal ball, I'd throw it at the 
wall. I don't know where she’ll be, 
when she finds out you’re with me. 

Repeat Chorus. 

(Go, move on, she'll drag you down.) 
(Go on now today, don't wait, don’t stay.) 



Mother (5:12)

No-one looks at me, how they looked at 
me. No-one talks to me, how they talked 
to me. And it feels so strange, 
Now that we are three. 
Nothing is the same as it used to be. 

And I'm frightened too, 
That you might not see. 
I'm still a child, 
Though a child is growing in me. 

Have I lost her now to a better place? 
Will I see her smile, on my baby’s face? 
Can I live my life, with her style and 
grace? Can I take the role, 
Fill the empty space? 

And I'm frightened too, 
That I might not be. 
All that her dreams 
Said a daughter of hers would be.

Mother, Mamon, Mama, Mother. 
Mother, Mamon, Mama, Mother. 

Repeat Chorus.

Mother, Mamon, Mama, Mother. 
Mother, Mamon, Mama, Mother. 

I'm frightened too,
Mother.

Repeat. 



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